June 4th, 2026

dear diary,

today i'm on "vacation" (staying with my mom for a bit while my uni is out on summer break). it's okay. it's important to see my family but i'd much rather be back in my own apartment.

i don't want to be ungreatful, i'm lucky to have such a supportive family who loves me. my mom especially, since she is the one financially supporting me through college. but it's normal to not get along perfectly with people who you can't choose, y'know. so i try not to beat myself up for not liking staying here very much.

other than that.. hm. i'm going to a concert tomorrow! i'm super excited. it's gonna be awesome, though i have to figure out what to wear... i'm going with my mom, but we're seeing Ke$ha so while i want to dress up, i still need to not be TOO slutty (sigh...).

i miss merri and summer a lot, and i'm also sad i have to wait to get to know maze more. but it's ok, me nd merri (and summer) have been on call quite a bit so it's not too bad. and i was away for way longer last summer!

i think that's all for now at least..

love,

bat